“Why 1545??!!”
“why so late?”
“Can’t we have a morning appointment so that we can actually relax for the day?”
Those are the thoughts that keep going through my head as we wait to find out which direction we’re going to go next. The unknown is a horrible thing. Not knowing what fate has in store for us is torture. Sam is actually finding it much harder dealing with this tonight. I feel on tenterhooks so I hate to think how horrible she is feeling right now. I keep trying to avoid saying those cliché things such as “it’ll be ok” or “I’m here with you all the way” but they come out anyway.
We have to remain positive. They did an ultra scan on her lymph nodes which showed that they were clear so that has to be a good thing. The cancer responds to hormones so that means that they have a way to fight it and we’re told that if you’re going to get breast cancer then this is the one to get. So at least there are some nuggets of hope. Things will be clearer tomorrow at least.
It’s kind of weird watching the same story play out on a TV programme (Eastenders) as you are living it in real life. It’s surreal. At least we’ll be able to see if they did their research properly.
I just wish it was me taking the pain and hurt instead of her………..
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Welcome to the Himalayas 
) : very sad I prayed for Her In mass at school (Like Maddy) But I think I got over it…
I really hope Sam gets through this because she is a great lady and was always there for me. 😦